Before Surgery

I am determined to get back to the way I used to look. I am roughtly 40kg heavier than I was in my slimmest photo. I would post a photo of me and my body now - but I have hid from cameras for about two years. I very occasionaly take face shots, but I'm to ashamed to see myself on camera. You can tell from my face that I have put on weight, as seen in this photo.
I am 180cm.
As of today I am 113.4kg.
9 days ago on day of banding, I was 118kg.
Goal weight - 80kg.

At Christmas time last year I was 106kg (Weight Watchers) and this is the only full body pic I have of myself in about two years.