Wednesday, October 20, 2010


I am so tired...but it never ends. I have a couple minutes before I have to go to TAFE for a full day, I will then get home, have time to change and then go to work. I have been working five nights a week the past few weeks and I just don't have it in me. I'm too tired. I have never slept well and with this on top of it all...I am just a WRECK. I have been trying to exercise most days too which means OUCHHH my body is soooo sore. I did WII for about 90 minutes yesterday, and the days before that I went for long walks. My abs and my back HURT!!!

Food wise I have been quite alright I think. Its weird though, the scales say I have put on another kg. But to be perfectly honest....I don't care because weight fluctuates all the time and I don't feel bad about myself. I have honestly been trying to exercise and eat well for the past five days and I'm going to keep at it.

I'm so not looking forward to the next 8 hours of my life at TAFE. Cleaning animal shit. I'm so SICK of this. Its been almost a year!!! I can't believe I paid to do this course.

Enough complaining. I really need a coffee.
Hope everyone else is well!! I have been too busy/tired to get on lately so I have some catch up reading to do tomorrow. :)


  1. aww liz you seem flat out right now, make sure you take some time for your self to rest and recuperate!

    Don't worry about the gain. It sounds like you have been doing heaps of exercise so it's most probably muscle

    Hope tafe isn't too bad today! I used to have uni 9-5 on a bloody Friday so I know how it feels lol

  2. Argh! I will never complain about my days at TAFE again. Cleaning animal shit up all day does not sounds fun at all.

    I hope you get some time to yourself soon. Sounds like you could do with a holiday.


  3. For some reason I can't post a comment on your most recent post? Anyways, I just wanted to say there is nothing wrong with you that you "can't lose weight on your own". You need more help, like so many of use that have gotten the band. And obviously she isn't doing it on her own, she's taking pills which can be dangerous. Try not to compare yourself to others; it inevitably just makes you miserable!