I went to bed four hours ago. Sleep still evades me. I think its this brain of mine. I keep thinking that I have no excuse NOT to loose weight now that I have the band. But the past four days I've put on weight because I'm excessively eating. I just can't wait until my first fill. And...is it just a matter of time? Until it all falls into place? Until I start loosing properly and I can see a difference?
I don't want to start putting on weight again...and also I'm so worried I'm stretching my pouch with all the eating I'm doing. Maybe I'm too immature to have a band. Will time help these issues....I certainly hope so.
I want to loose weight. I'm Desperate.