Tuesday, October 12, 2010

Is it just a matter of time?

I went to bed four hours ago. Sleep still evades me. I think its this brain of mine. I keep thinking that I have no excuse NOT to loose weight now that I have the band. But the past four days I've put on weight because I'm excessively eating. I just can't wait until my first fill. And...is it just a matter of time? Until it all falls into place? Until I start loosing properly and I can see a difference?

I don't want to start putting on weight again...and also I'm so worried I'm stretching my pouch with all the eating I'm doing. Maybe I'm too immature to have a band. Will time help these issues....I certainly hope so.

I want to loose weight. I'm Desperate.

1 comment:

  1. oh Liz I feel exactly the same
    unfortunately I think the only thing we can do is wait until we hit our sweet spot
    right now I barely have no restriction and I've already had 2 fills
    I really get you when you say you're desperate to lose weight and I know how much it hurts, especially being so young
    We just have to stick together and just remember that it will happen with time
    My biggest lesson was to finally realise and accept that this doesn't happen over night...wish it did though!