I hear what your saying. Could this possibly be my first positive post?
It may just be.
Today I had an appointment with my TAFE counsellor and we worked out how I'm going to get the next 7 weeks done. Shes going to help me to pass. That is a HUGE relief off my mind because I honestly believe with her help, I can pass.
And secondly....I made up with my boyfriend properly :). Everything is all sorted out now and I'm really happy in our relationship again.
I am not thinking about food. I know that I will have to focus on it soon, but until my first fill I'm just going to chill. I'm not going to worry about weighing myself. If I put on weight...who cares. Because I'm going to loose it all. The lap band is going to help me over time. I don't mind if it takes me a year to loose my 40kg. So...I'm going to try and just keep my mind on other things.
On another positive note I got a WII today and a WII fit so I am going to start being active. I'm feeling okay. :)